The First Night I went out since he's been gone

So I went to the bar tonight. It's the first time since Josh has went away and I had a really good time. It felt good to get my mind off of shit. Since the last time I went to the bar was with him made me think about him all night but I got to get out with my closest friends and my mom. I danced and carried on. I missed his call though. I felt like complete shit and I started to cry because I always stay for his calls and I am always here no matter what. Fortunately I got on the computer and HE WAS ON! I dried my eyes up real quick. His web cam wouldn't work so I couldn't see him but he got to see me so that was a plus. Tonight was a really good night and in the end I am the happiest girl ever. I cannot wait for him to get home. But that's all for now.