The First Night knowing he is so far away

This leave recently has been the best 2 weeks of my life! I got everything I ever wanted. I now have a wonderful husband who is the one person who always makes me smile. He knows just how to make me laugh and knows just what mood I am in even if he is 1500 miles away from me. He is on his way to Kuwait right now and wow have I been a terrible mess today. I have been really sick then started my time of the month this morning and after all that dealt with my husband being forever and ever away from me. I don't know what else to say about it because I cry every time I talk about it but I will be blogging again soon.